Chasing 50

In a few months, I will be 50. Excited. Reflective. Energized.

I am reaching a half century mark and it doesn’t feel it.  Some days I have to remind myself I am going to be 50. Whoop! Whoop! Fortunately for me, the bible studies I have done this year have had me reflect on my life and what it means. (I serve an amazing God who lays everything out, I thought I was learning more about Him, and He is teaching me about me.)


My life has been this amazing adventure that has taken me places and allowed me to do things I would have never imagined. All the glory goes to God for this.  With each experience, He is chipping away at the stone and creating something marvelous. He is taking all of those bad experiences and people and sanding down my rough places. Although at times, He brings up some stuff that scares me. Don’t push me cause I bite. I am only restrained by the leash of the Holy Spirit.

He has taught me through poisoning and a car wreck, that Satan wants me dead. But He has taught me that I am not going to die until the time He prescribes. Know that for yourself. You won’t go until God says so.  And it also tells me that the work He does through me is powerful and lasting.  I want the work I do for God to count in His book.

God has done some amazing things through me in the first 50 years of my life.  My favorite is a kid who is almost 17 years old. Wow! Life as a single parent has not been easy, but it has been worth it.  I love watching what God is doing with her life.  I have learned so much about my relationship with God through my relationship with her (parent to child).  Another of my favorites was teaching the Book of Romans to 2 year olds. God’s got joke, y’all. And I thank Him for Jennifer Curtis as my first co-leader crusader.  He has allowed me to visit Washington DC several times.  He let someone like me walk the streets of the Capitol of the most powerful country in the world.  He has promised that I will walk the streets of Heaven one day.

Washington DC


One of the bible studies I am doing with my sisters. It is a blessing to hear their recollections of the past because it is often not the same memory as mine. It was also neat to hear their challenges, because as a kid I never thought about my siblings having challenges.  The more we talked, the more I am amazed at how God worked His plan through our lives.  He took poor disenfranchised children and put them in one of the better elementary schools of the day.  This school happened to be across the street from the university they would one day attend.

One of the things I have learned in the last couple of years is that God is into details. He orchestrates our lives down to the details of it.  There were several “white” elementary schools closer to my home.  But the Lord bussed me to a specific school where I met specific people who change the trajectory of my life.  There are people from my elementary school days who will have a place in my heart always. I was reminded of this when I saw a picture on Facebook this week.

When I was a young African American girl in elementary school, I spent much time with a young Anglo American, Duncan Parrish drawing plans for the future. We had the best time. Duncan and I had our lives planned out in drawings. Our lives did not turn out the way we planned it in elementary school, but the time together created a bond that surpasses understanding.

Sometimes the things you plan don’t turn out the way you expect, but it creates powerful moments. You build relationships with people that serve the moment. As harsh as racism has been in my life, there are moments like those that point my heart in a different direction.


If the first 50 were that good, I can’t wait to see what the next 50 hold.  In my 49th year, I finished my first feature film with the help of awesome friends through the love of the Lord Jesus Christ.  If I can do that, the future is limitless.  You can read and memorize Philippians 4:13, but when you live it. Wow!

Many years ago I chose to walk in faith and trust God with my life. I didn’t want to be a person who just spoke the word; I want to be one who lives out her faith.  I am so far out on the branch that if the Lord doesn’t hold me up, I will fall.  (and if I fall, He will catch me). I have prayed for the Lord to surround me with people who live out their faith because iron sharpens iron. He is faithful.

I am surrounded by a great cloud of witnesses. My summer bible study group is made up of 10 to 12 women who have been meeting together for the last 13 years.  I have been in BSF for more than 15 years, with hundreds of sisters living the life we were called to.  He is a blessing.

There is nothing like allowing God to work through you to accomplish His good work. It is humbling. Each day and experience gets better and better.  He is a wonder.

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A Twist of Faith Casting

In October we are shooting the short film, A Twist of Faith, written by Marsha Bolden, PhD.  She is currently auditioning folk for roles. If you are interested in working as cast or crew email Marsha at Send her your headshot and resume.

A Twist of Faith tells the story of a community in Dallas that discovers a church of the occult has moved into their Christian community.  Pastor Crenshaw has taught his congregation many biblical truths but now he must face an evil entity and give his congregation a lesson in fighting the good fight.


  • Pastor Crenshaw – (Male/African American; 40-50) – Pastor Crenshaw took over his father church after his death five years ago. Very relaxed, easy going, mild personality.
  • Evelyn Crenshaw (Female/African American; 40-50) – Pastor Crenshaw’s wife. She looks good for her age and is a classy dresser.  She is very devoted to Pastor Crenshaw and she’s a worrier.
  • Deacon Lester – (Male/African American; mid 50’s – 65) – Deacon Lester is henpecked as he is very much afraid of his wife. He flirts behind her back. Although he is a devout Christian, he can be shaky in the presence of a beautiful woman.  He is comical in his conversations with Maxi (his wife) because she annoys him.
  • Maxi Lester – (Female/African American; mid 50’s- 65) – Very outspoken and firm. She never lets a word go unspoken if she thinks it needs to be said.  She wears beautiful Sunday hats and is quick witted.  She’s a sharp dresser and fusses over Deacon Lester every Sunday morning.  She is firm with Deacon Lester because she thinks he is irresponsible.
  • Zenith – (Female/African American; late 20′s – mid 30′s) – Extremely beautiful and shapely. She is a sharp dresser and wears five inch stilettoes.   She has a good heart but is very naïve about the occult she is a part of.  She is very likeable and tender when she talks to Jason but can come across as cold otherwise.



We are in the 7th Inning Stretch

She poked a bear

These next two weeks are monumental in life of the movie Family Tree. Like a baby, I have been nurturing it, pouring over it and praying for it. When God give you a vision, it is best that you stay in contact with Him on how to proceed.  God has been faithful to bring all of these folk together, and I am amazed at Him allowing me to lead it. This project has allowed me to see God operate in my life in a way He has never operated before. I would have never known if I had not picked up the mantel.

I still get a kick out of my actors each time I watch the movie. There were some really good choices made and I am sure you are going to agree. Some of these folks stepped out on faith, and I am glad they did.  Not everyone who showed up was on board, and you have to remember that when you set out to do what God has called you to do, Satan is going to send his henchmen.  I have learned to let God fight those battles and not let it deter me from reaching the goal.

This week I am working with scoring, graphics and animation. Next week I will work with sound and editing. I will introduce you to some of the organizations and people who are working on this project in the next couple of weeks. I will feature them here in the blog. Like my actors and crew, a talented group of people allowing God to work through them.

The final product is going to be so much fun. My prayer is that you will feel God’s heartbeat through this project. He will speak to you in a way that you know it is Him.

Later, I will give you a timeline of when it will be possible to view the movie Family Tree.

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Here is what I love about the ALS Challenge on social media

One. It shows people from all walks of life united around a cause. From former Presidents to movie stars to that large lady sitting on her porch scared to death of the impending cold water, people are taking the challenge and sharing it. We are a united people and it is easy to forget that because there is so much in the world that tears us apart. But our founding fathers knew there was something to this experimental idea of bringing people from different backgrounds together. I want you to know that this is a good thing.


Just like the pain of the ice cold water shocking your skin, our nation has experienced many painful situations that have threatened to end the experiment.  But we, as a people, are stronger than that.

Two. It is so funny watching grown people drop a bucket of ice water on their heads. It is cool to laugh at yourself and not always take yourself so serious. I have so much respect for those who have taken this challenge. I have enjoyed the creative expression many of you have shown, from Tom Cruise’ many buckets of cold water to the Vanilla Ice rapping ladies in front of their pool.

The only way we will heal race relations in this world is going to be through laughter, because there is too much to cry about on both sides. It is time for everyone to step back and stop taking themselves so serious.

Three. I have learned a lot about ALS in a few days of social media than I would have in weeks of classes. I am inspired by Pete Frates story.  I love how God can take our struggles and make it a triumphal moment. I hope Pete is enjoying watching people all over the world dump ice on their heads.  Even more so, I hope he is in awe of the money sent to the ALS foundation who went from $2 million a year ago to more than $41 million  to date.

If there were a similar challenge around race relations we could deal with issues in a clever, funny way.

Four. Beware of the people who say disparaging things about the challenge. Yes, there are other things happening in the world, but if you can’t take a couple of minutes to unite with us, you are the problem.  If you can connect on this issue, it opens doors to connect on other issues. If you only want to connect on your issues… you are the problem.

Five. The Bible tells us that there will always be struggles in this world until the Lord comes back.  But occasionally He gives us these moments where we can enjoy each other and laugh. We can participate or watch.  But lets all appreciate how ALS and this challenge has made us a united people again reaching out to one another and supporting a good cause that needs some attention.

Bill Gates

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From the Director’s Chair

Family Tree is moving right along. It is still in editing. In the next week, we will start work on graphics and scoring. 


Last night, I was reminded of one of my influences as a director and performer. Charlie Chaplin. I found myself caught up in a documentary on Charlie Chaplin as he began to hone the character The Tramp. I am mesmerized by him as a performer and producer.  I love his comedy because he knew what would make people laugh.  He wasn’t afraid to take a risk and he worked at it very hard, one scene had 262 takes! As I watched scenes shot in 1917 and wondered how did it, I was too captivated by his work to switch channels and go back to the show I was watching.

Chaplin created moments that just made me go “Wow.” I mean it has been almost a hundred years and the bits he created on film still pulled people in.  That is what I want. People will still be watching bits from my work a hundred years from now and laughing.

Like Chaplin, I believe that laughter has healing properties. I think we take ourselves too serious.  We need to laugh loud and often.

TCM ran a documentary on Charlie Chaplin titled Birth of a Tramp.  It said Chaplin went against conventional wisdom and doubled the length of comedy films. Audiences were used to 20 minute comedy shorts. Chaplin increased his to 40 minutes. He felt he needed more time to tell his story and knew the audience would like it. He was right.

He knew what he wanted to do and he did it. I work the same way. I know what I want and I am going to do it. Don’t tell me the rules or how it won’t work.  Either get on board or get out the way. Thanks Charlie.


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