Warrior 5 and Samuel the prophet. Samuel is based on the photo of James C Lewis.
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Public Worship Personal Praise
This morning I was more late than usual. I arrived in time to sit on one of the back rows and hear the praise team rehearse the last song. I didn’t play with my phone or talk to the person sitting close to me. I just listened to them rehearse. Soon I started singing with them cause I liked the song.
As I listened to the words of the song, I got into it. The words resonated with my spirit. I sat in the dark sanctuary having my own worship session. Then the Holy Spirit nudged me to stand up, throw my arms up and praise Him. Now the room was empty except for a dozen or so people preparing for the service. I mean I would be the only one physically worshipping during the rehearsal. Pretty sure I would catch some strange looks.
But I did it anyway! (I mean David’s praise when they brought the ark back has always been my model. He didn’t care who watched. His praise was meant for God. ) I loved it. My private praise and worship session was now public. Everyone would know that the love of God could slay me at any moment in time. I did not look around to see if anyone watched me, I just looked up to the one I was praising.
After the rehearsal, the worship leader said to me “You were getting into that.” I told him, he lead that thang! Always appreciate someone who can lead you to the throne of God. I have learned that not all people who lead worship know God.
During the services, when we sang the song in community, it took the worship to a whole nother level for me. The Holy Spirit’s sweet sweet nature filled the room. I saw Him (The Holy Spirit) in the singers and band on the stage. I saw Him in the uplifted hands of the audience. I felt Him in me. My tears fell with every word.
I pray that each of you will invite the Holy Spirit to fill your worship so you may experience His sweetness beyond description. I want you to have that indescribable moment with God that fills your spirit, stretches you beyond your flesh and mind. It will transcend time and space and let you know that God loves you very much.
There should come a moment in your life when you realize that even if you gave the Lord every ounce of your being, it wouldn’t be enough to make up for all He has given you. And He doesn’t hold it against you. When you accept His grace, it will lead you to worship in spirit and truth.
There is nothing like it.
Asked For
In the current bible study I am doing, Beth Moore has taught us that the name Saul meant “Asked For” He was a king they asked for. It reminds me that some of the things that I ask for look good on the outside, but woe the trouble it brings. This drawing is based on James C Lewis’ photograph Saul. Lewis created a series of images with People of Color in the role of Bible characters.
Watching Passion Blossom
Art to me is like a new boyfriend. I am enjoying the time getting to know it, staying up late, and learning its secrets. It is sexy, funny and surprising. It strengthens, encourages and challenges me. I like capturing an image that tells a story. Each one will speak to you.
One of the things I found as I looked around was few artists showed People of Color. As I glean from other artist, I will add my perspective as an African-American woman. One of the things my work brings to the table are People of Color. God created us to be equal, but made us so different in many ways. We have a passion for life. There is a strength in People of Color that will endure.
All of the work below started as something someone else created. I was able to look at it and see new possibilities. My work will always be a celebration of People of Color. Thus far my work has been fun and playful. It has been colorful and over the top. I love the opportunity to show the beauty in color. It represents taking life and all it has to offer.
Enjoy
When I Hear People Complain
about social media, I have to wonder who the heck they are following or allowing to follow them. God warns us pretty clearly when He says “Guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.” Proverbs 4:23
I mean you can get rid of people with the click of a button. I know I have done it. Your media should be the perfect because you follow the folks who encourage you, delete those folks who get on your nerves and live your best life.
I love Twitter. It is a place where I can see what people really think. I mean you might sing a great song, or preach a great sermon, but I want to know what you are about when the fat meets the fire.
I mean if you are prolife but have not problem with the government taking children from their parents and releasing them to human traffickers, I need to know that about you.
If you post a whole bunch of I love Jesus stuff, but the only love you show is your friend group, I need to know that.
The thing I love the most about Twitter is the ability to comment back. Nothing is more empowering to me than to be able to say, “Oh you got that all wrong!” or “Keep up the faith sister, we all in this together.”
This week I have been encouraged by the women who support other women. They encouraged them not to grow weary in the fight for justice. They said accept every little victory as a victory.
I love knowing that there are women out there fighting the fight with everything they got. It gives me a pin hole of light in a very dark world. Because of Jesus, I build my world on hope that good will triumph over evil.
Some Days It Cracks Me Up
I like the internet, but can’t keep up with everything that happens. I am usually behind when I finally catch on to something that has been trending a while.
Mostly because whatever is trending is blowing my mind. By that I mean it is really stupid, or it’s pretty wow or it just can’t be figured out.
But sometimes it is just stinking fun.
So with that. I am on team Laurel. I know right. Blew my mind. I went to several sights to listen to it. All the time, Laurel. It was weird. Then I went through the house and made others listen. Yanny. Can you believe I live with a bunch of Yannys? But doesn’t it speak to how unique we all are?
Then I kept seeing this woman on the phone on some of the craziest memes. And I asked myself, what is that all about? This woman called the police because some people were grilling in a park. That was stupid and so the internet went to town on her. And you know it is funny when you have friends and family from all over the place sharing the different memes.
This one here made me stop and take notice.
Whenever there is a shifting in the atmosphere there is one I call, but you can’t get Him by phone! This meme cracked me up.
It is also something that should make you stop and think before you do something someone else can make look stupid.
Yet in addition to that I read Black Guns Matter, a dehumanizing president is the most openly bigoted one ever and American Christians love it, our freedom is slipping away as we focus on the wrong things, when we put ourselves before the ones we love we end up missing the greatest day of their life and how to define my own success.
Instead of a small world that consist of my four walls, my work friends and a few people I have stayed in touched with over the years, I am drowning in a world of photos, quotes, prom and graduation photos of people I will never meet, vacation spots I never knew existed, clothing that will train my waist (lol), exercisers, travelers, dance recitals, remarkable looking food, a valiant history that reminds me how long and hard we have fought for freedom, and I love every minute of it.
Thanks for sharing your life.
They Inspire Me
I have spent the last couple of weeks drawing. I have done over 30 images of women who inspire me by the way they live their lives. They have supported me in all sorts of ways. Drawing all of them has been hard. I have literally worked until I couldn’t look at a computer screen. My eyes grew cloudy and burned continuously late into the night. I have learned how to handle new details of how to make each drawing better. As I learned new things, I had to resist the urge to go back and do it to the drawings I had already completed.
I have written stories about how these women’s lives have pushed me on. It is such a blessing to live in a community where there is good life. You are surrounded by good life, just step outside yourself and see.
This woman here is good at everything she does. She dances. She draws. She helps others. She loves her family. I love watching her life because when it is all said and done, life will be broke and she will be rich. She is using it all.
If You Are Struggling To Hear From God
after some time in prayer, you want to minister to someone else who is struggling. We work best when we work in community. I believe it is the perfect example of how our God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit work.
I had some great reminders today as I ministered to some folks. As I encouraged them, I heard God speaking to me. When I first started this journey months ago, I had some real fears. I was afraid of drawing. My heart pounded at the thought. It was something I had never done before and was sure I had not talent for it.
Eight months later, the thing I feared has become my love. I love drawing.
So whatever you are afraid of.
Whatever you think is about to overtake you.
Let it.
It is the thing that is going to bless you the most.
By facing this fear and trusting God, He has blessed me beyond what I could have ever imagined. Stop struggling and go help someone who can’t do anything for you. You will find in those moments, God will speak clearly to you.
Let go and Trust God.
My Praise
For Lent this year I wanted to praise God through my art. It was hard to be creative and get my message across. I used some familiar verses that spoke to me, and some that fell fresh on my ears. Here are some of my favorite pieces.
Tarrant County Democratic Convention
Here is the link to some images from today’s County Convention which took place in Fort Worth, Texas. If you see something you like, download it. If you like it, please consider leaving me a tip through paypal at Uppcreative.
